My son, Edries, he started school this month, and it's actually been going pretty well for him.

We pretty much have our daily routine down. And since he's 13, he's actually not as dependent on me as he

used to be. So he can make his breakfast and he can, you know, get himself together. I don't have to

tell him to take a shower. He's very

regimented, which is nice. But lunch falls on me. And last week, I forgot to have lunch ready. I was just

running around busy. Idris was actually like, yo, like, you know, I'm supposed to, I'm going to start

school back in like 15 minutes. Like, I thought you would, you know, have something ready for me, order something for me.

And I was like, oh, my God.

So I felt really bad.

And I ordered him something.

And it was fine.

He was really like, whatever, because we had enough snacks.

And it wasn't a disruption in his day.

But it really did make me feel, it made me feel bad. It made me feel like I wasn't parenting well.

I just, I've had a lot more on my plate trying to manage my household and my son's workload and

my workload has been kind of stressful. So, you know, this pandemic has actually gotten me

feeling more stressed and more anxious. I'm actually, I actually woke up with some anxiety this

morning. And as a psychiatrist, I know that burnout is a real problem and I have to watch out for

my anxiety increasing, which it has. I have to watch out for

me feeling guilty about not having lunch ready. Just all the little things that on a normal day,

I probably wouldn't be annoyed by. This pandemic as it stretched on has really just highlighted

a lot of the things that I, I guess

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