3rd times a charm.

Hey! Third time's a charm. Okay, things were really looking bright this morning and I'm

having some technical difficulties but we are back and better than ever baby. I just could a glimpse of myself in the camera if you're watching video this week. You're welcome. I don't know if it's just like this early morning Saturday light that's just hitting me I look dare I say stunning and

lit from within okay and nobody on the internet will break me we don't have to get

into it for the 800th time, but I am looking

glowing, gorgeous, and goddess like. I mean the hair, it could be better. I did get a keratin treatment in the hairline because I have been

saunaing Thursdays through Mondays not to be you know full rain woman but I

like a schedule and I like a routine and the sweating feels so good. I woke up at

645 this morning because I was in despair from yesterday's activities with my husband and I crawled like a gremlin to the sauna.

I got a huge red light therapy lamp that I put in front of the sauna for double infrared light therapy.

I have quite literally no idea what any of this does or if it's good for me, but I don't want to look too much into it because

ignorance is bliss and while I sit there dry brushing my dead skin cells up into

the universe watching Real Housewives sweating my balls off

okay feeling like on the verge of fainting and so deeply dehydrated once the dust

settles once the sweat breaks and I am just

jumping sweat I feel thin I feel frail I feel wellness I feel so much less puffy and it really feels great you know it gives me a

pep in the step and I needed it this morning because yesterday I had the grandiose misfortune of doing some fall shopping with Andy.

Andrew wears the same three shirts over and over and over again and you know since he's been hit in the

gym his his biceps are bulging and all of his t-shirts make him look like

fucking Troy Savon they're all crop tops because

biceps are just so big if I have to hear about like his glow up and how he's just you know

my waistline is just like I'm so shredded like you can't wear these pants anymore I'm like you're still

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