Hello everybody welcome to the bitch Bible podcast I've redone this 15 times

which I never do I'm in a weird mood I'm not going to lie I'm feeling spicy yet somber and what heals the soul more than talking

shit with my gurlies nothing we're gonna you know we're gonna get into it as the

professionals say but I'm in a bit of a weird mood

obviously I I don't want to like perpetuate any anything about anything okay and I barely want to talk about it because I think there's something

deeply toxic and disgusting with people's necessity and through grief so close to me. I never understood the psychology behind people

wanting that by proxy pity or wanting all the sudden you know best we're best friends we knew each other and yet they

hit you with the montage and a eulogy and it just feels so I don't know I don't want to say contrived because everyone heals differently but I I'm just

annoyed and really disgusted by the media and their portrayal of Liam Payne's passing.

I think it's just disgusting. I think that... I think we are so desensitized to everything, especially with

social media. The fact that a child could just like grab their parents phone and you

know see I don't I don't even really want to get into details but T.M. Z it is my

personal agenda to A, bring back the barbecue black beans at El Pollo Loco because that's a national travesty.

But also I would like to personally dismantle T.M.Z because it is the most disgusting toxic excuse

for journalism and media that I've personally witnessed. I mean the details and it's not like fodder for

clicks. This is somebody's son, this is somebody's father, this is a human being,

and I'm so like deeply revolted and disappointed

with just the coverage on everything.

And I'm not gonna do the thing where I like, you know, I knew him, but Liam was a lovely human being and it's just, it's disgusting that they are sullying a legacy with all of these details and salacious bits. And the fact that people who knew him and were close to him are

finding things out through the internet is first is so

Disgusting so I'm in a bit of a weird mood

It's yeah, it's just really really fucking sad and he was a great dude and I'm happy that I got to spend time with him and see him when he was in a great head space. See even that feels

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