Good morning.

God morning to you.

Everything you do without him, without love causes suffering.

Rumi said, every love outside of his love is pain. Every move outside of his being, his

awareness isn't to move at all. That's why you feel stuck. But even the stuckness is an illusion,

it's a dream. Christadah says, you have to wake up. The curriculum is to wake up. It's to find

real love and to live in that love 24 hours a day or that space of presence or being or true nature,

whatever you want to call it. It's to be in that full time, to recognize your true nature,

to awaken, out of thought, out of desire, to be desirous. But in truth, while you're here,

you can't be desirous. You can't be empty of desires, but you can be full of truth, of love.

I saw a quote yesterday on Instagram that said, someday you will finally say, God, this is what I

prayed for. Thank you. By the way, my mind is set up. I read it. Some day you will finally say,

God is what I prayed for. Thank you. And I was like, oh, that's a good one. And then I reread it.

The way it was actually written. And I'm like, it's still good. But God is what I prayed for.

God is what we're praying for. Love, the constant awareness of love, ceaseless prayer,

is what we're praying for. Becoming aware of the prayer. That's always being prayed without words,

silently here, even while you're talking, even while you're worrying, while you're completely

unaware. It's here. He said it out tomorrow. He says, you have to start seeing that there's no

happiness in what you desire. But everything you're presently desiring is empty. It's nothing. It's

dream stuff. The happiness is already here. In the background, it's already you. It's what you are.

I remember I was watching a documentary about Mother Mary. This was sometime last year, maybe

around Christmas time. And her apparitions, the way she appears to different saints over time.

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