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🗓️ 29 August 2025
⏱️ 18 minutes
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| 0:00.0 | Hey, friends, this is our second Navigating Transitions bonus episode, highlighting your stories and your voices. |
| 0:12.2 | We asked listeners to answer the question, what triggered your faith journey? |
| 0:16.0 | Here are a few more of the responses we've received. |
| 0:18.7 | If you haven't sent us a voicemail, but would still like to, |
| 0:21.4 | we'd love to hear from you. Just click voicemail in the menu on our website. All right, let's get to it. |
| 0:31.1 | Hello, Cynthia and Susan. My name is Stacy. I am a lifelong member of the church from Pioneer |
| 0:36.1 | Heritage. My faith deconstruction started about two years ago when my third child went through an extremely severe mental health crisis. I will never forget lying on the floor with him one night and realizing I did not believe in a God who would plan this for any of his children. I remember that moment vividly because it felt like the ground dropped out from beneath me and I started to free fall. |
| 0:56.3 | It took a long time before I would look up and realize that what actually happened was the sky opened up as well to endless possibilities. |
| 1:04.0 | My previous self would call it a miracle that this was happening at the same time that all four of my children started to step away from the church. |
| 1:11.6 | Instead of panicking, |
| 1:16.6 | I was able to be curious and explore the endless possibilities with them. My husband is still attending, |
| 1:20.6 | but has been extremely open-minded about the fact that his wife and all four children have significantly shifted their beliefs. I turned to him after sacrament meeting last Sunday and let him |
| 1:25.2 | know I was taking a sabbatical from church for a while. |
| 1:28.1 | I don't know how long. Right now I am grappling with the question of whether or not this institution |
| 1:33.1 | is one that I want to use as a tool in my own spiritual journey. I am aware that I have a lot of negative |
| 1:38.5 | thoughts about the church and have spent the last two years trying to find the good and the reasons |
| 1:42.3 | to stay. But my brain just isn't buying |
| 1:44.6 | stay because it's good to feel uncomfortable or because you need to speak up anymore. It truly |
| 1:49.4 | feels like no one actually wants to hear what I have to say. And I am burnt out on feeling uncomfortable |
| 1:54.3 | and just needing to lie down on the bench each week. Thank you both for all you do. You've |
| 1:59.4 | provided a community when I have felt very alone. |
| 2:04.0 | When I was a child, I had some serious struggles with mental health that combined with church |
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