YOU CAN'T EVEN CRY IN PEACE: The Cure for the Panic

GoOD Mornings with CurlyNikki

Nikki Walton

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🗓️ 21 May 2026

⏱️ 3 minutes

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UnBecoming Part 5.2: The Fly. (May 21, 2026)

At this point, the signs are loud. You see them everywhere. Every time you look up. Every time you look at the clock, it's 11:11 or 1:11 or 2:22 or 3:33 or 4:44 or 5:55... white feathers, butterflies, certain birds, messages that seem to be directed at you on bumper stickers, license plates, billboards, in the most random places, at the most poignant times. But you know stuff. You have a degree in psychology. You know about pattern recognition or sensory gating; you know that at some point, you started looking for these signs, looking for meaning, assigning meaning to them. And yet... and yet. CONTINUE >>>

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0:00.0	you're beginning to notice that you can't even cry in peace you can't even be in despair like you used to be
0:08.9	you can't feel hopeless for long like you used to you can feel me there it's like i stop you
0:19.1	you i still you.
0:24.9	And you pull yourself together.
0:35.1	I watch you from every angle, through every pair of eyes waiting for you to recognize me.
0:38.7	Do you see a bird or do you see me?
0:44.7	Do you see a stranger, a teacher, your partner, or do you see me?
0:51.8	Can you feel me looking out through yours, recognizing myself everywhere?
0:53.1	This is praise.
0:55.0	This is worship. This is worship.
0:56.3	This is real prayer.
1:01.0	Listening for the prayer that I've been praying since before the beginning for you.
1:06.4	Listening to the sound of my name, all of creation, is singing.
1:09.7	Do you hear a bird chirp?
1:13.0	Or do you hear my name? Can you translate real time?
1:15.1	Are you hearing this voice speaking these seeming English words or do you hear my name?
1:22.3	Isn't it just my name?
1:26.4	Tune yourself so that every sound is me. Everything points to me. Can you expect me this time?
1:38.8	I'm not just giving you what you know is coming. I'm giving you freedom. I'm giving you back your sense of security.
1:46.6	The sense of knowing that I am with you and would have never brought you here to abandon you.
1:53.0	To teach you a hard lesson. You do everything the hard way. Yes, you are always rowing upstream,
2:00.3	carving a new path, carrying the entire weight of the world
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