there's only one way this is going to go. There's only one way it was ever going. You were never

outside of the will of God. You were never doing anything that he did not allow for your growth,

for your growing desire, for freedom, for sovereignty, for me. All the props in your life right now are there to make you desire to be

saved. You want to be saved from that mind, from that looming, you know what, that problem

that hovers and does not allow you to stay in the present moment, to be in the present moment, to appreciate fully,

to truly be happy because it's always there in the background, lurking, waiting to overwhelm

you so that you might spiral again and beg to be saved. You're waiting to be saved.

But I saved you.

This is the saved state,

the one where you no longer believe that you are that character.

You have been saved from the scene that that body is in right now.

You are being saved from that life that you thought was

yours, the one that you are witnessing. I have woken you up again in the movie theater seat.

You are seated watching. You are love watching, witnessing that character needing to be saved, wanting to be free, wanting to be in the present moment. It can't be. It is thought. It is not. That's why it is not happy. That's why you can't make it happy. Even if you crowned it, queen of the world, king of the

universe, it would still be wanting more. It would not feel whole because it will never be.

But you are already. And as you rest back into that, as you sit up into that, as you stop being a victim of that movie, the whole movie changes, the narrative changes, that character changes. But your attention has to. All you know is the name. All you hear is my name. All that body chants is my name. That's how you know the script

got broke. And as long as that character is chanting, it'll never be broke. The story will go on

and on and on. Love unto infinity. I love you.