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Hello deer friends.

This is going to be a rocky episode. I can already feel it. You know when you wake up and

you're just angry and there's no reason why and you feel just so turned up, a lot of people

think that that's a negative thing. For me personally, I'm the best version of myself when I'm

just a little bit angry and it doesn't take much. I feel like the wheels are working faster. I'm

well-oiled. I'm ready to rumble. I'm the most articulate visceral version of myself and that's the

bitch that I love. I just got back from like a nine-day trip in Lake Tahoe. I've never been a lake

person. I've never really been to a lake. I was at the Malibu lake once. It's really more of a pond.

So I was a little bit trepidacious before going beside staying in a haunted house and by house,

I mean it was like it's probably like 80,000 square feet as the biggest fucking house I've ever been in.

Allegedly, Marilyn Monroe spent her last week on the planet earth in that house and I maybe

perhaps thought that I was going to spend the last week of my life in that house because there was

a slight poltergeist situation. Lights were turning on, TVs were turning on, blinds were opening and

shutting. Like locked steel doors would open and then slam shut with no wind factor. It was pretty

fucking wild. But here I am still standing. I'm bloated as ever. Here's the thing. I was the old

dispatch in the house. Now it is probably my main purpose in life was to freeload off my husband.

There are days where I was like, God, could I have just married a hedge fund dude, a nine to five

or let me be the creative one, the more talented one dare I say. But unfortunately in my union,

that's not the case. Now while the music industry is a bit of a fuck fest, it's a lot of perks and

me like the perky and the no work. So I just somehow finagle my way in. I use all the amenities. I

drink all the drinks. I eat all the food. You know, I find a bathrobe in any nook and corner of the

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