Hey guys, my name is John Kim. I'm a licensed therapist and life coach putting self-betterman into a shot glass because let's face it who's got that much time these days.

I come unpolished, unrehearsed, on purpose. If you're looking for more of a

wine glass, you've come to the wrong place.

So I've been obsessed with these animal videos.

Not the cute little animal videos where the dogs playing with a parrot or cats jumping off pianos. The wildlife animal videos, the really graphic ones where you see them in the wild and you're actually watching them hunt prey and it's super graphic and it's almost like you can't take your eyes off but it's almost traumatizing and I mean it's like porn it's like the news it's like you

know everything else that we are all the other videos in the world that we're

addicted to and I was observing what these videos did to me and so I wanted to take you through

the process because I do have a point here. One video was, oh this actually wasn't, this wasn't a wildlife.

There's, I mean so many wildlife videos, but this one was actually a dog in the streets of like Thailand or something who had his fangs clenched onto another dog and there were a bunch of people trying to get the dog off the dog, right?

Basically it was a dog fight and I think they were just two shepherds or something and they couldn't get the

vicious dog off the other dog and it was like started with like five people and

then ten and it's just like the dogs just you know wouldn't let go over the other dog and

and people are kicking it people are tasering it the cops show up I mean they're

doing everything they can to get this dog off and the dog just wouldn't let up.

And I mean I guess you could consider this a wildlife video because dogs are animals and

animals unlike humans when they fight they fight to the death and so it was like a and you couldn't I

couldn't take my eyes off because I wanted to see what happens and I mean this just

goes on for like six minutes and people are going and then you know it's like

40 people and it's just a crowd trying to figure out how to get this dog off the

other dog and you're watching this and you can't stop watching this and once it was over I noticed that throughout the day,

the rest of the day, I kept playing back that image and every time I played it back, there was an emotional charge.

Like I felt, obviously I felt bad for the dog that was dying, basically, I felt bad for the dog that was prey and it was almost like

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