Hello everyone. Welcome to our first episode, our first ever episode of what I know now.

I am your host Amida Leanna and this is our brand spanking new podcast all about relationships

and this season more specifically we're dealing with heartbreak.

As you might have seen back in June this year, I had my heart absolutely broken,

slattered into pieces. The rug was pulled out from under me. I was totally

devastated, didn't know which way was up. All right, so here's the story. It was a Wednesday at the end of the day and I had

come home from work at around 6 p.m. And as soon as I walked into the house I felt something was wrong.

The flat was really cold and my fiance was standing over by the window and the window was open and he looked so pale.

And honestly from then on it was a blur.

I remember one sentence that he said and I focused in on that.

That was a sentence that he said and my heart just sunk.

I remember so clearly leaving the apartment and just running down the stairs,

crying my eyes out. I was crying so much,

I could barely see what step I was walking on to.

I got to the bottom of the building. Those four flights of stairs fell like 25 flights of

stairs. I was just sobbing my eyes out and I stood at the bottom of the

building and I just thought oh my gosh what do I do what do I do now where do I go? I

called my dad who luckily was having dinner with my mom about 300 meters from where we lived.

So very dramatically I kind of ran down this road crying and my parents came out the restaurant.

We met on the side of the road and they both kind of hugged me at the same

time. My dad hugged me from the front, my mom was hugging me from the back. I mean looking back at

this I'm kind of smiling at the dramaticness of it all, but at the time I promise you it really wasn't funny at all, but at the time, I promise you, it really wasn't funny at all.

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