Hi, guys.

Welcome back to Delusional Diaries podcast.

I'm Hallie.

And I'm Jazz.

I started off my, not started off my day this afternoon.

I'm starting off with bitching hour because this actually irritated me.

And no, I'm serious.

I knew this is going to be the first thing.

Like, I, like, thank God I have a microphone today.

Because, like, I don't really have very many odd, like, unlike the word fan, but like, follower interactions. And odd, like, I'm like the word fan, but like follow interactions. And today, like, I'm at the grocery store, filming an ad. This girl comes up to me and she immediately hugs me. Totally fine, whatever. I'm a hugger. Not a big deal. But then she proceeds to say how she, like, love my wedding. I'm like, oh, nice, having a great interaction.

And then she goes, I just hate how they're so like annoying on Reddit talking about your wedding and how you did drugs. And I'm like, excuse me? What do you? First of all, she was like, I know you don't read that. Like, if you know I don't read that and that I fucking hate that Godforsaken threading app, then why the fuck are you bringing it up to me?

And she's, I'm like, what is she talking about? I'm so confused. I don't fucking read it. She's like, because the article. And you don't do drugs. Yeah, and I don't, I smoke a lot of weed, but that's not a drug in my mind. Seriously, it's not. And she's like, because of the cut article, And I was like, what? And I was like, oh my gosh.

Like I did an article with the cut about like wedding etiquette. And one of the questions was about like, would you be mad at someone like did drugs at your wedding? And I was like read the room, read the couple. Like you know where you're at. Like, but for me like out of sight, out of mind. I don't even fuck what you do, but I don't want to know about it.

And I'm just like, girl, like, why are you like bringing this up to me right now at the grocery store like there's just no need to be bringing it up to me especially when like i just fucking hate red it so and if you know i hate it and also this article came out today so she she she's like i don't even really read it. Like, it came out today. You have to be like fucking refreshing that shit to know

what this is. And it was just like, that's not what I needed. And then it was just like, it's triggering because like I'm so clean from that app. And she like sparked my brain of like bringing that back into my world. And then you're like, yeah, I think it's hard when. I don't like when anybody brings, I really don't read the Reddit, but it is hard when somebody

brings it up.

Bring it up to you. Even if they're like, oh my God, it's so funny. They think this on Reddit. Then you like are like, it just makes you anxious where you're like, well, you obviously I I know that stuff is posted about me on there every single day, but I just don't think about it.

So then when I start thinking about it, then it makes me want to go read it.

But I also know if I about it. So then when I

start thinking about it, then it makes me want to go read it. But I also know if I go read it, I'm going to have so much anxiety and overthink how people perceive me. I'm in a spiral. It's not worth it. So I don't go read it. But it's annoying for its even be brought up, period and it just does like I've done so much work to remove that from my life so it's like

if you know that why the fuck are you bringing this up to me about like negative things too like

I even hate when someone bring something positive towards me about it I'm like I don't like the

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