And I don't really know what I'm doing at all these goddamn days when it comes to not being the Grey Knight.

I have no clue.

And I guess that's the opening of tonight's show, I, I am that guy more and more, and I am the Grey Knight

less and less throughout various days. And it's been a long time since I was him because he

was sick. And when he wasn't sick, he was involved in very different stuff.

And I'm not trying to be too disembodied, but it's a weird, weird feeling.

And I feel like I'm nailing it because there's no way to not.

As long as I try, as long as I move forward, as long as I make some

efforts, yada, yada, yada, then everything is good. Do we all agree with that? Do we all think that

that's maybe the right way to look at things and that's how you should treat your best friend,

that's how you should treat yourself, that sort of thing? do we all think that? Great. Okay, so now that we've gotten that code of primer on the fucking wall, that we all think that I'm doing a good job and then I'm doing well and that sort of thing, now that we're all there. Let me just talk about what a fucking fuck-up I am, so that you all think that I'm doing, that I'm not being like mean to myself, but we can all just accept that as long as we

don't put faith in results that we're doing better. So I'm going to talk about how I guess I'm

fucking up as the gray night and as the guy who's not him.

But I'm having a pretty good time.

And so I'm inviting you into it.

So the first thing I'm going to talk about is I, this is going to, before we go any further, I understand how arrogant this is going to sound.

And I've, I wrote this out twice this week and then pulled it back and then said, fuck it.

No, we're just going to have to dig in.

So if somebody thinks that this is too fucking arrogant, then so be it.

So we're just going to start.

I am too good at flirting now to flirt.

I'm going to say that again.

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