Guys, welcome back to the podcast. I'm telling you when I get on these rants, I'm just like,

I got to get the mic, I got to get the camera out, and we got to do this. I have had like such

realizations in the last like couple days. I'm telling, okay, right. So we have been through a lot.

We have been together for many years, if you've been following me.

And when I first started, I think I was like 35 or maybe 36. And I picked up the camera,

started the YouTube channel, started coaching, eventually started the podcast, you know, know started doing courses like all of the

things and things that I never in a million years thought that I would be doing because it just

wasn't honestly how I thought my life was going to go I really did always feel very like

entrepreneurial like my whole life I remember being like seven and eight years

old and we would, you know, be coloring pictures actually probably even like younger than that. Me and my

cousin would be coloring pictures in the coloring book. And I said, you know what we should do? We should

rip them out, put them in a folder and sell them. And so we had them all, I had them all priced out. I had, you know, I would charge a nickel for ones that were like, eh, not, not like, you know, the best work that I could do. I would charge 25 cents for, you know, like they all had their price points. Nothing was over a dollar because that was just the 80s. And I would go around to to like you know family and I'd say here's my

folder and you can open it up and you can buy whatever you want like I was already doing that as a

kid so clearly I have entrepreneurial in me and even I think I hit like a burnout period working

in corporate I think I hit my like maybe 10 year mark of working in corporate and I'm like,

I can't do this anymore.

Like I've always been the type of person that once I hit a certain point, I get very

bored and I need to keep growing and evolving.

And part of that, like I really love and part of it I honestly hate because I feel like

I'm constantly reinventing myself. I'm just not that person that's like okay with not I don't

say mediocre and I don't want to say that in like a negative way but I can't keep doing the same

thing over and over again and when I hit 40 I think 43, I think I hit this like period where I started realizing

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