Just so you know, this show is about scary stuff. So don't say I didn't warn you guys.

And I remember, don't be scared. Oh, The Oh, The confession of my crimes by Sean Sellers.

War baby here with another episode of Murderest Miners.

To the family and friends of Robert Paul Bower, Von de Maxine Bellifado, my mother, and Paul Lee Bellifado, my father.

First, I must apologize for not doing this long ago.

All I can offer you for that is that I did not understand your need for this.

I didn't know it was important because no one ever told me it was.

And more than that, many people work hard to keep barriers between us,

whether it be my attorneys who try to protect me legally or my friends who don't understand the pain

I have caused or even you who never came to ask me why and how or to see if there was

any true sorrow in me. If I had known this was so important I would have done it long ago, please forgive me for that first.

This is not a testimony. I know you don't care about my spiritual state and you don't want to hear me get past my crimes.

To you, I know that it appears as if I've shrugged them off. I haven't.

This is my confession and it has no other purpose but to offer you the answers you deserve and deserved long ago.

I also need you to understand I'm offering only explanations.

I'm not in any way trying to pass blame to any other person.

There are reasons why I did what I did, but I'm still the one who did it and the responsibility,

no matter the reasons, is still mine.

I was not a cruel no matter the reasons is still mine.

I was not a cruel person.

I didn't commit murder because I enjoyed causing pain.

I never was a bully or provoked fights or picked on people weaker than I was.

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