The virtue so right before we got on I was asking mom because we haven't caught up and kicked it in a while

Man you and I should just go hang out, dude. We haven't done that no agenda just hang out. You know catch up with each other

Mm-hmm see how we're doing and then I asked them, you know quickly before we went on like scale of 1 to 10

How you doing work wise your answer? I said eight

All right, that's good. That's what he said exactly what he said you didn't seem happy with your eight. I your eight answer though

Um, is it a reluctant eight? No, no, it's uh, it's based on like I have nothing complaint about work is great

Like when I think about other people's work situations it make me feel like it should be a 10 so when I say eight

I guess I feel a little ungrateful, but it's just it's a lot of work

It's a lot of times it's stressful like anybody else's work situation

So it's not perfect with a damn showing bad. So that's why I was thinking eight eat is good for me seven is like

It's seven is nice, but it's not where I want to be, but eight is good and how about personal wise I say seven

Seven, uh-huh, and I asked him this is where we got cut off. That's where I got interested

You said seven and I said what brings that up to an eight and I said that's what I'm trying to figure out

Because I'm in like this uh this weird space where again, I feel like I have nothing to complain about but yet

I have so many days where I just don't feel like I'm my happiest self. Mm-hmm, and I really don't know why it's it's it's a new thing that I'm dealing with I think maybe

I've reached a point in my life where

Things that make me happier starting to change. Yeah, maybe I'm starting to look more for different relationships different situations different things out of my friends out of my

myself

Trying to become a better human being every day. It's like a I guess I'm just trying I guess I'm growing is what I'm saying and I'm and I'm navigating through it

Day by day. That's why I've taken the route like I've just

Decided not to grow emotionally

Yep at all a couple of years ago. Okay. Yeah, just stayed here

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