Hey, welcome to you had me at Black. I'm Martina Abraham Zalunga. It's been a minute, but I'm so excited to share that we'll be back on Wednesday, August 1st with our fifth season of you had me at Black. The last few months our team has been traveling and hosting kickbacks at LA and Houston in Chicago

but in the meantime we wanted to give you a sneak peek on our new season.

Here's what happened. I didn't the first time I actually remember meeting my brother was at my sister's funeral and I was young I was like 11 and that was

the first time I met him and that I had two other siblings.

I'm dropping lyrics and then I just dropped and I just fell and I slipped and and that's it and then I slipped and then I slipped and then I went home

Allow me to give you the spoken word

Flowers that remain for days

Cars that say miss you are I. Stuffed toy animals.

Right from the beginning I was thrown into a foster home.

Shit was crazy.

The very first feeling I remember feeling was abandonment.

But instead of leaving, I just started doing what he was doing.

I started cheating.

Stop doing my wifely duties, I cooked and made sure by the time he got

home there was no food left for him to eat. And then from the silence she spoke in a way that was more grounded than I've ever heard her speak before.

And she said, you've become more of who you are than you've ever been in your life.

That's not who I'm married and I want a divorce.

And I thought a divorce.

And I thought that was really weird. And I'm like leaving for work and I go down the garage, the driveway,

and at the base of the driveway, it's spray-painted in bold black letters, Bhuta Brenda.

And instantaneously we see what is no floor, right?

And by that I mean, there is so much trash,

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