The Oh, you're You're not going to see. You're not going to see. You're not going to see. Sarah Merrill, the personality behind Big Kid problems, I'm so excited to have you because I feel I am in the

throes of Big Kid problems right now, and I so badly just want to be a child again.

And so I need you to talk me through this.

Oh my gosh, I don't know if I can help, but I'm happy.

I'm happy to be here.

Well, you can provide, as I said before this,

like I just need some comedic relief and like you

know misery loves company I just need someone to feel the same way as I do

on these topics of just like how the fuck am I supposed to be an adult?

Girl I've been trying to figure that out for 10 years and I haven't come up with an answer yet

but I can definitely commiserate with you that's my jam and

how old are you if you don't mind me asking I'm just curious for audience

relevance wise yeah I am 32 going on 25. I mean I say I'm 29 but I'm 29 but I literally feel like a

13 year old boy. Yeah it goes either way I either feel like I'm in my 20 like early 20s or

87 and there's like no there's no in between. Yes yes I feel true. I rarely feel like my early 20s because my early 20s just feel so far away.

Like I don't even know what it would feel like to go clubbing at 11 until like the middle of the night but it's just that feels so far away from me

but being a small child for some reason feels relevant in my world.

I've reverted back to my early 20s though just because like I forgot like I forgot how to drink properly like I through quarantine I feel like the last couple of times I've had like a sip of alcohol.

I've just like turned it up to the extreme.

My fiance I've been with for like eight years he's like,a you are like you are back to your early 20

self just like wild and out over like a glass of shardine. It's sad it's sad but that's

where I'm at right now. I'm so sober because I'm pregnant that I do miss

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