So welcome. We're here for episode 14 now. Is it? I always say that every time is it? I only know because I looked at the previous page I didn't just know

often. I freaking really forgot for a minute. Yeah I did too. We're at 14 though which

is good. Oh my God it's the final episode of 2018 so we're going

out with a bang I had a good 2018 I did too I'm not mad like there were some rough times here and

there but I'm not mad because I feel like there was a lesson in everything

that happened that sounds really cliche but it's true it's true like I try to just be that way when shit happens when there's like hiccups in life I try to just be like okay what can I take from that experience or you're going to make yourself crazy yeah and

also how can I prevent that from happening again or you know whatever I'm not mad

yeah it was a good year. We started this, which is really exciting. It is. It's something to look forward to every week for us too, not just you guys.

This has definitely been a highlight of my year for sure

is doing this. I love it. It makes me feel like more productive and like I said before it's

like therapeutic okay this bitch tried to throw a cruton or something

I wasn't I was trying to put it really agile no you tossed it and dropped it.

I dropped something at least 50 times every time we record.

Yeah.

Every time.

But yeah, this is like therapeutic for me.

So it's very therapeutic.

Yeah, it's like having girl time.

We also get to share it, but I look forward to our talks.

And even though people listen to this after the fact, I still feel like we're talking with them, if that makes sense, you know, they might not be responding, but we're having this large conversation.

Yeah, we talked about one day even maybe having listeners come in with us and like

local listeners or whatever. If you guys would be interested we've been kind of

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