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Good morning everybody. Let me tell you last night I crushed up a Tylenol PM. I snorted it,

shoved one upside my asshole. I have to sneak taking Tylenol PM in front of Andrew because he

thought I had a problem when we went to Australia a little while ago because I was popping them like

tick-tax. And I've been off the Tylenol PM for a while but you know last night I was over socialized,

I was exhausted, I ran out of CBD, I was like I need something, Mama needs something so I took

one Tylenol PM and for whatever reason that feels like really dark and dangerous for me.

I got in that swampy drool sleep that I always yearn for. I woke up in a cold sweat, I was having

night terrors but like in the right kind of way. I am feeling fresh, I am feeling elated, I'm feeling

like borderline joyous and jubilant. Like I was driving to Pilates this morning with a smile on

my face. I just have a big ear to ear grin, I'm feeling alive and feeling happy and feeling

hashtag blessed. Let's talk some shit to just really take it over the edge for me. There is one

thing I need to talk about though. The only source of my current anxiety is that there has been

and I'm not fucking joking, a white Lexus parked outside of my house for six days in a row.

Six days in a row, it doesn't belong to any of my neighbors, there is also a white Lexus that is

parked at the bottom of my street every single fucking morning. All I see are white Lexuses,

they are haunting me, they are everywhere. I don't know if the universe is sending me a message,

if you don't know what I'm talking about, please listen to my old episode, it's called white Lexus

life, they're everywhere. And it got me thinking like is this a murderer, is someone fucking with me?

Am I even successful enough to get any major press if I was murdered? You know, fun stuff. I got

a pretty serious death threat last year so I have hidden cameras and ring cameras and worn

nest or whatever the fuck ring light. I don't fucking know. I have it all over my house because I'm

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