I know that your work is groundbreaking because I've been trying since 1985 to fix myself.

Wow.

And I just kept hitting walls.

And it wasn't really until 2018, 2018 when I found you on YouTube.

People need their help in different forms.

Like some people need to listen to music and some people need to go to the beach and some people, you know, nature and some people need a visual, right? For me, I think I really

have thought about this. It was like your voice. My throat chakra, I think, is blocked. Like,

I'm a visual artist. I'm a painter. So like my way to communicate with my background and all the

problems that I came from was to paint and to say it

visually because for some reason I couldn't have a voice. And so for me, because you, maybe it's

because you grew up in Queens. And you needed to be loud because I grew up in a very quiet town and I didn't need to be loud.

But for some reason, your voice and your words opened it for me.

And I mean, everyone's different.

But for me, it really resonated.

And it was finally like I was finally hearing someone say all the

things that I needed to hear someone say and so that for me was the was the game changer and because I

still have I mean I also write like like you I I write and I paint, but for some reason,

I can't get it through my voice. And when I listen to your videos, which I do like five times

a day, still, like three years, five, no, at least five. And then the the meditations at least another five things like so

basically you're on every time i'm not working or not doing something i'm listening to you and it's because

and i listen to some things that you say on your youtube and i'm like oh i could never say that i guess i can't

it's not in me like but I want to say that. And but I can't do it. And so you, I don't know what it is. Like, maybe it's because I'm a middle child and you're the oldest child. Like, I don't, like, I don't know what it is. But but like for some reason it's like your words are like the

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