Welcome to R-slash, Am I the Butthole, where OP helps his sister escape an abusive relationship?

Am I the Butthole for making an uncomfortable joke when my friend told me her dinner table was full with family?

Over the last 20 years, everyone in my close family has died.

Both of my parents are gone, as are my grandparents on both sides and all of my dad's uncles.

Any other relative of mine who's still alive is scattered out across the country.

All that I, a 20-year-old woman, have left, is my siblings and my brother-in-law.

My friend, a 23-year-old woman, comes from a different family.

All the uncles, aunts, cousins, and grandparents have monthly parties,

stay in touch, have big celebrations, the works.

All of them are still alive and active.

I think she knows that I'm sensitive to the topic because I wish that I had a big family.

As she sometimes makes these comments like,

you know, when you get married, your guest list will be so small compared to mine.

But hey, at least it'll be cheap!

And my mom's funeral, there were still a lot of open chairs,

and she told me that if this was a family members of hers,

all the seats would be full.

And I'd like to point out that she's aware of my many, many deceased family members.

I took some pictures of me, my siblings, and my brother-in-law cooking for Thanksgiving,

and us playing games at the dinner table and posted them on social media.

She texted me privately, saying that we look like we were having fun,

followed by picks of her huge family,

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