Hi. Hello. How are you? Hi. Yeah. It's been a while. Hello, people. Hello. Welcome to Piovi and my therapist, the podcast where I met you listening to song I paid, honey. Yeah. So I disappeared for a little bit. I'm sorry. I know. I know. I disappeared for a little bit i'm sorry i know i know i disappeared for a little bit

and honestly i needed it i needed it because i just was not happy you guys i really wasn't i

was having a moment where i just despise the podcast i don't know what to tell you and i don't

know why because it's been doing better than ever,

but I think I just hated hearing myself, yap.

Simply put, I think I really was hating hearing myself talk.

I was very much over it, very much over hearing myself talk, which is definitely why I leaned in to creating, um, you know, different kinds of content

for a little while. I just needed a little break. I just needed a little breaky poo. I've been

super active on TikTok, which has been nice, which is a lot less words than a podcast. Um, but I just

wanted to disappear. And I actually really want to talk about. But I just wanted to disappear.

And I actually really want to talk about that.

Wanting to disappear, girl.

Wanting to disappear.

So there's a song that I really like by Lana Del Rey.

It's called How to Disappear, all right?

And basically in this song, she's talking about somebody who you know they're there in

person but mentally they're not there and they just disappear and she's basically talking about that

um she's talking she talks about how she loves this person and how they treat her and how

nobody else compares but every time this person shows up physically, they don't show up all the way emotionally. They're just not there. I think it's really like a song about depression and like loving somebody who's depressed. So I'm going to read you some of them. I can't read them off the top of my head, but I can sing them, but I'm not going to sing right now I'm really doing that are you ready are you ready she said Joe met me down at the training yard

cuts on his face because he fought too hard I know he's in over his head but I love that man like

nobody can he moves mountains and pounds them to ground again I watched the high I watched the guys

get high as they fight for the things

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