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Good morning everybody. It is a Chipper 701 AM on Friday morning.

I tried to set an alarm to wake up early so that there would be no weird construction sounds.

In the background, I was unaware that we had an electrician coming in at 7 AM.

So if you are hearing drills in the background, just let it be ambient, tranquil music to

lull you to sleep like the demon baby, this poor poor fetus. I mean, I don't know how we're

going to put him to sleep every night. We're going to have to fucking get like a jackhammer loop

sound machine because it is the only way that he shall know how to rest.

I am going through a, you know, a moment in time where the emotional repercussions of

a caring child have not touched me up until a couple weeks ago where I have been a fragile,

emotional mess. I don't know if it's because of the demon or if it's because of Tom Sandevol.

It's really hard to differentiate at this time because obviously I'm in the trenches of my

third trimester, but I'm also just like weathering the sand of all storm. And I watched the finale

last night because I needed, I needed just a breather. I know it aired on Wednesday, but like

I just need to block out the minutiae of the internet and I needed to process it on my own time.

So I gave myself an extra 24 hours just to make sure that I curated my space appropriately.

Because I've been waiting for this for so long. And I really am like a delayed gratification

person. Like I need to make sure that my lighting concept is right. I need to make sure that like my

appetizer plate is right. I need to make sure that like my candle, my candle essence is correct.

You know, I strategize which candles I'm going to light. I want something woodsy like a santaul.

Like I don't want anything too bright and florally because this is this is darkness. You know what I

mean? And I want my atmosphere to reflect and respect these difficult times. But scandival aside,

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