Savannah what's going on okay your parents is an unavoidable topic because you're living it out every single day day to day for sure is there anything going on in your life that's making you happy oh that's making me happy

yeah I definitely would say to like and obviously in order to have respect for my situation and the person involved in my life like it's kind of hard because it's

obviously relationship wise like brings a lot of joy a lot of happiness gives me adult interaction human to human really great conversations that like lead to growth and laughter and all these different things but also it's like all right I learned from my first podcast or your most recent my my yeah not first but like my first one the Nick my most recent podcast was

Nick Vile on keeping mouth shut Savannah so I'm learning to have I should have had more respect for that situation than I did in that moment so I'm like trying to figure out what's the best way especially when kids are involved keep your mouth shut that's like yeah

yes I've been waiting on this moment Aaron is so excited but that's also another thing is when kids are involved you got to well you understand that I

understand that but it's also a little different just because the kids involved are my brother and sister versus like actual children my children you know what I mean so it's like if I'm going out here

and dating someone that has kids it's different because like that's the father you know and like their mother is still involved it's it's definitely a different dynamic do you

what I'm saying yeah so you're you're kind of saying like your family you're your family is already kind of been exposed to the media and you'll have

it's your choice for your family to be exposed but you don't want to cross somebody else's boundaries whose maybe

kids have had a little bit more protection yes exactly I think just getting back out there really for me

and not being afraid and not allowing guilt to like truly eat me alive for spending time with someone other than the kids

because I think I've finally gotten to that point of like hey like I deserve to have a break

like and I can't be good for these kids I can't pour into them if I'm not being poured into

and I think that's the same with any relationship in your life with friends with anyone like

I can't I'm not a never-ending cop you know like I don't just have an endless supply

of emotion and love and all these things to give like if if I'm not being poured into as well to replace when I'm

giving I think you've also set this uh it's a really slippery slippery slope when you set a standard that you

can do everything yeah and then you try to like give hints to people family friends hey I can't take

this anymore can you give me a break and people are like no you got it yeah like you I seen you do

it before you're fine you're like I'm trying to tell you that I need a little bit of a break

so you set this precedent that you can do it all and it kind of can bite you in the ass sometimes

100 percent it definitely can because but you and I've kind of talked about this before it's like

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