Hi, my name is John Kim. I'm a therapist who went through his own rebirth many years ago

and I've been documenting my journey ever since sharing my life lessons and revelations.

I believe in casual or clinical with you instead of at you. I come unrehearsed on purpose

because self-health doesn't have to be so complicated.

So if you don't know I've never really done many drugs in my life. I grew up in Glendale in the 90s and Glendale in the 90s was like the happy days, the TV show. A wild time meant throwing pickles at the

ceiling of a Bob's big boy after football games. A wild time meant turning your windshield wiper sprayer sideways and doing

donuts in the parking lot trying to spray cheerleaders. It was very kind of pure conservative and like a wholesome town. It was

very leave it to Beaver when I was growing up.

I'm sure there was, you know, some gangs, but not real gangs.

I mean, there were no like guns and drug dealers and stuff. So I grew up in a very kind of clean wholesome town.

And so I didn't really do any drugs. And I was busy skating and getting involved in activities like that.

In college, joined the fraternity, lots of beer, and I was called glowworm because I don't have the gene that fights up alcohol.

I think a lot of Asians, a lot of Native Americans don't

have this and so we turn bright red. So after one beer I would turn bright red and

so that was my nickname glow worm and also stay puff princess because during

Hell Week I for some reason was wearing a white, a pure white ski jacket. I have no idea why.

Because we were going to be digging ditches and getting very dirty and starving for a week. But I was the only one that came in a

brand new white snow jacket. So Stay Puff Princess was also a nickname of mine. Anyway, not a lot of drugs, just a little bit of alcohol, not even weed, like

weed that gives me anxiety.

And so never really had any experiences with drugs. Speaking of weed, quick story, if you're interested,

I overdosed on gummies when I was, and of course this is because of a lack of experience, right? I had no ideas.

I had no idea what the impact of gummies and I was in a relationship at the time and I had horrible

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