Hi, my name is John Kim. I'm a therapist who went through his own rebirth many years ago,

and I've been documenting my journey ever since, sharing my life lessons and revelations.

I believe in casual or clinical with you instead of at you.

I come unrehearsed on purpose because self-help doesn't have to be so complicated.

Only in podcast format can you be laying down on a couch on a Saturday afternoon with a warm blanket talking about your dick journey.

Now, I do have videos of my podcast up now on Spotify, but today it's going to be hard to look you in the eye and talk to you about my dick.

You know, a lot of guys around me, I'm surrounded by a lot of athletes, and they have body dysmorphia.

It's a real thing for men, I think, that we don't talk about, right?

Because men aren't conditioned to talk about things like body dysmorphia.

They think that it's a, like a woman's thing, right? And so there's a lot of shame in admitting that you have a distorted image of your body.

And I don't think I have body dysmorphia.

I really don't care if I have abs.

I don't take a black light to aesthetics as far as my body.

I'm okay with my body.

I love food too much to ever want abs.

But I definitely do have dick issues. And it started before the 80s, before I was flipping through

adult magazines and trying to unscramble cable to see, you know, porn, like before any of that.

So I think early on, because my dad is, my dad's like, or was, he's no longer with us, maybe in spirit.

My dad's, uh, I actually channel, I feel like to channel his spirit often when I'm inappropriate and loud and gregarious.

My dad was an alcoholic and he was never like an angry alcoholic.

He was always kind of the life of the party kind of alcoholic.

He was also emotionally

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