What's up, you guys? Happy Sunday. Welcome back to the best podcast of Sundays, at least Sundays.

Like, I know you guys, you guys might listen to other podcasts, okay? I'm not naive to that,

but at least give me, this is the best Sunday podcast ever, okay?

Brunch with Desbe, I'm your host, Des, also known as Desbe, and today the B is for

very dumb, very meaning, B-E-R-R-Y, and I'm honestly, my heart is kind of racing recording this

podcast because I just want to make sure I do it with due diligence and truly share my story very

vulnerably, while still encouraging those who might need to seek help, to seek help,

but maybe not in the way I did. Anyways, what you're about to hear is about my $15,000 mistake,

and by $15,000, I mean, paid that day. Like, one day I spent $15,000 in it was a mistake.

Before we get into it, a number one wanted to claim that if you're someone that's going to

listen to this episode and talk about it or share it with someone, I really, really would love

for you to listen to the whole thing, okay? Please do not pick pieces because there is truly a

lesson in all of this, while also just fucking listen, okay? That's all I'm asking is don't

fucking take the title of this, don't take an excerpt and try to make it into something it's not.

I just, I ask you to listen to the whole thing. Thank you guys for listening the last week.

Me and Daddy Wyatt were on and obviously announced that we were expecting our second baby

and we're so excited. It has been a pretty good week for me. I haven't felt too bad,

but it's just in the mornings. You know, the first hour, hour and a half of the mornings,

I set my alarm for 6am today to record this podcast. And by the time 6am rolled around,

I was like, I cannot do this. And I set it for six, so hopefully I could have gotten it done

before Maddox woke up. He ended up waking up at like 6.30 anyway. So I'm glad I didn't wake up.

However, the mornings are really where I seem to struggle and I just seem to be like really

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