I was just thinking writing and I was like I'm frustrated that change isn't normal

like I'm frustrated that bodies that look different or look the same. I'm frustrated that all bodies aren't normal like why aren't all bodies normal? It just pisses me off I had this letterboard in front of me and I was like

normalized normal bodies and so I put it on the letterboard and I posted a photo and then all hell broke loose.

Now let the magic begin. Hello and Jaima, Jaimi's, it's Raimi's. It's Raquel and it's also a blue moon. So I have the blue moon light and a candlelight right next to me. The fire You might hear it crackle a bit throughout this

introduction. Actually I have a pretty cool mic set up so you might not but I do hope

you could hear the candle crackling because I love that sound I love that sound but yeah I decided to

record in the dark as it's a blue moon so I have an inkling of a feeling. Many of you are going through quite a lot right now.

And I just wanted to honor you for finding the strength and the courage to persevere and also to tune into podcasts such as this,

especially during this wild time and to think that Mercury retrograde ends on November 3rd.

I believe I'm I apologize to the astrologists who are rolling their eyes because they're like,

um, no, it actually ends blah blah blah.

Maybe it's November 4th.

But so much change and obviously I want to say opportunity to release and to

heal the wounds.

If many of you are dealing with a wound

akin to the topic or I guess topics of today's episode,

well perhaps this fell on your lap during the tailings, the tailings of the blue moon cycle.

On the evening of the blue Moon, I definitely just went crazy with the music.

I updated the Shock T playo list, which was super fun to do, but also there was so much heaviness as well, so it was fun to dance it out and write it out and cry it out.

So I'm just, yeah, if you were experiencing a lot as well, I'm sending you my love and if you are very sensitive to this full moon in particular or any full moon or you're just feeling a little bit of

internal chaotic mess you know you're not alone in this many many are and I just want to say.

And acknowledge, I'm proud of you.

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