Goodness, listen, I have been praying and meditating.

And this morning in my prayer, God really was ministering to my heart.

I want to apologize for the absence of not uploading an episode.

But here's one thing that I'm learning in my life as well.

Number one, sometimes messages

take time. Okay. Number two, I'm at this place in my life where I'm directed by God, not by self.

I will no longer put myself in front of God. The many times that I did, it was destruction. It was

chaos. It wasn't for me.

And every time that I let God lead me,

God led me to some places that were awesome, great, and fruitful.

I want to make mention of something that happened recently

that really had me in a sense of meditation.

I prayed on it as well.

I had a young lady who inboxed me and who also put it under my comments.

For whatever reason, I don't know if she felt that I wouldn't see it in my inbox,

so she decided to put it under the video in the comments section.

But I thought it was a little weird.

Anyway, I saw the message first in my

inbox and she said, she was an avid listener and she felt like, you know, my messages were

diverting into another place, basically, and that this call for God or Christianity or whatever

place that I was being, it seemed to be temporary or whatever because that was the trend or what people were doing.

And so I sat on that message for a minute before I responded.

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