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Is Ending My Life The Only Way Out? w/ April, ex-Scientology - S3E15pt2

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Religion & Spirituality

4.8566 Ratings

🗓️ 2 July 2019

⏱️ 61 minutes

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Summary

Body language and speech are the tools we need to use to express nuanced feelings. But in Scientology and other groups like it, those who express sadness, grief, or doubt are labeled as strictly negative or troubled and treated as outliers for unsuccessfully suppressing their natural emotions. April returns for part two of her episode; opening up about her brother who is still living in a fog of Scientology, as well as her own experience with suicidal thoughts while in the group. When she began to reveal that she was unhappy in the group, instead of receiving help or compassion she was ostracized from her friends and group settings to the point of being kicked out. The Sea Organization prevents the young members in its guardianship from seeking outside help. Psychiatry, therapy, and medication are heavily demonized in this realm where many are in need of more information and support rather than mistreatment and interrogation. Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brands

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0:00.0

Welcome to indoctrination, a weekly conversation series about protecting yourself from systems of control.

0:11.1

I'm your host, Rachel Bernstein.

0:14.0

It is time to express my gratitude again and thank everyone who has helped to support this show,

0:23.5

either through your lovely words or through your monthly donations and support through

0:29.1

patreon.com slash indoctrination.

0:31.9

I wanted to make sure also to name the people who are helping to support the show for $10 or more per month.

0:42.0

So to Cynthia and Peter, Maureen, Brianna, Jake, Camus, Lillian, Sylvia, Corey, Anne and Richard, James

0:53.1

Linda, Stacey Ann, Scott, Anastasia, Christine, and Alexandra.

1:00.6

I really couldn't do it without you.

1:04.7

And without everyone out there who has helped to make this show a success and has helped to keep it going.

1:13.2

I really do appreciate all of it.

1:15.2

Thank you.

1:15.6

Thank you.

1:15.9

Thank you.

1:20.3

Welcome to the second part of my conversation with April Snowcast. She was born into Scientology in

1:30.4

1982 and was in the Sea Organization, the name for Scientology's clergy, well, briefly as a

1:36.4

teenager, at which time her parents gave up custody of her to the church. During that time of her life, she started seeing red flags within the organization,

1:47.2

but it wasn't until her mid-20s that she finally stepped away for good.

1:52.8

And only recently in 2017 was she officially declared Scientology's version of excommunication, in which friends and family tend to shun and

2:03.7

completely cut contact with the individual. So although she's never been shown the documentation

2:09.9

of her, quote unquote, declare, one of her, quote unquote, crimes, no doubt, is providing a

2:17.3

space for others questioning Scientology

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