And there's no way he was a psychopath to me, but a thousand fucking percent.

That man is textbook psychopath.

He told me that I needed to be fucked.

And that needed to happen in front of Corey.

She's like, butkeelan, like, what if Pantino is the next Jesus?

And I was like, where the fuck am I?

I did not feel safe.

But I felt safer in the sexual expression than I did in resisting it.

They won't tell you which country until you sign the NDA because so many women have gone after him.

I was laying in bed at home and my kids were asking me for breakfast.

I couldn't even get out of bed.

Like I was just not even a human. I wasn't have adequate I've been editing this episode for days, and I have been crying for days, the kind of crying

that erupts unannounced.

I don't have adequate words for this level of cruelty.

This is not easy material.

You and I both know that.

We're sitting with something very real, something that happened to a real person, and the least

we can do is not look away. One note for those of you

listening to the audio only. You'll notice moments of silence in the episode. I've left them in

deliberately. They're the moments where Jade struggles to find the words, or where the words exist,

but her body needs a second before it can say them out loud. Please sit with those silences.

They're part of the story too.

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