And there's no way he was a psychopath to me, but a thousand fucking percent.

That man is textbook psychopath.

He told me that I needed to be fucked.

And that needed to happen in front of Corey.

She's like, butkeelin, like, what if Pantino is the next Jesus?

And I was like, where the fuck am I?

I did not feel safe.

But I felt safer in the sexual expression than I did in resisting it.

They won't tell you which country until you sign the NDA because so many women have gone after him.

I was laying in bed at home and my kids were asking me for breakfast.

I couldn't even get out of bed. Like I was just not even a human. I wasn't even a shell of a human. The Okay, so before I met Pintino and the rest of the cult, on one hand, I was like such a, I felt like such a bright person.

And I was, I was really, um, wow, I didn't know we were jumping in like that.

Hang on one second.

I know, right.

Like my, it got hot in my body. Hang on one second. I know right. It got hot in my body.

Well, I've actually never really talked about this part of it, but it's one of the most

important parts. I dated someone who I really truly, with my spiritual beliefs thought was my soulmate,

even though every other sign was for narcissism.

And it was quite a hell of a grooming for what I went through.

But it backs up pretty much everyone I've dated since my first boyfriend who was an angel.

I started dating these men that were really, really selfish, really self-focused, but also

very hypercritical of me and everything I did and who I was,

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