And there was no way he was a psychopath to me, but a thousand fucking percent.

That man is textbook psychopath.

He told me that I needed to be fucked.

And that needed to happen in front of Corey.

She's like, butkeelin, like, what if Pantino is the next Jesus?

And I was like, where the fuck am I?

I did not feel safe.

But I felt safer in the sexual expression than I did in resisting it.

They won't tell you which country until you sign the NDA because so many women have gone after him.

I was laying in bed at home and my kids were asking me for breakfast.

I couldn't even get out of bed. Like I was just not even a human. I wasn't even a shell of a human. The By the time you're hearing this episode, I've left Amsterdam.

I spent a week there with Jacqueline, Keelan, Jade, dozens of defectors and Dutch investigative

journalist and author Eva von Wurden, whose book on Bentinia Massara has just been released

in the Netherlands.

The press there has been consumed with the story.

It has detonated throughout Bentinia's organization

in some pretty profound ways. If you have a story to tell about the problematic things that

occurred in the organization, now would be a crucial time to share it. Jade, Jacqueline and Killen are willing to listen.

If you go to YouTube or Instagram right now, you may find a number of what I can only

describe as flying monkeys, loyal followers making comments, ridiculing defectors and defending their

guru. Notice what they don't do.

They don't address anything that's actually being said.

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