Hey, I, I, bro, I am straight up unhinged at the moment.

Should not be institutionalized, I'm aware that I'm slightly unhinged. I'm aware and I'm calling

my sponsor and psychiatrist about it. So don't worry, okay? I think it's a normal amount of unhinged considering my circumstances.

But bro, what I tell you my life, it feels like not that it's falling apart but just like nothing's working like you

know when you feel so overwhelmed and like every area of your life is just not not working like

quite literally and let me just also preface this by saying I am so and I feel like I have to say this like it's my responsibility and and I mean it that I

understand how incredibly grateful and blessed that I am in my life.

I understand that, that I'm privileged and that I have a roof over my head and clean water

and fucking food, bro.

I get it, and I'm grateful, okay?

But just let me have an unhinged moment, please,

because I am grateful and

let me just put that out there and now I'm gonna bitch.

Ready, go.

So nothing's working.

Nothing is working in my life.

Literally, my coffee maker has been broke for three weeks.

Get a new one, Laura.

I fucking can't because my brain is so distracted by so many things. I keep

forgetting to do that. So I just, I've been like ordering coffee to the house wasting my fucking money because I

I can't make a decision on the coffee machine that I want to buy. It's a big deal for me. I don't want to buy something I don't like.

This is so dumb, broke. This is a quality problem. Next, moving on, dishwasher, fucking broke. Why? Because my toddler steps on it all the time.

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