Hello? Hi. Hi. Hi. What is your name? My name is Josh.

Josh. What's going on? So basically I'm 35. I've always kind of been the social guy like go out already have a lot of fun

meet new people probably drink too much okay I have a fiance and two children with her.

Basically, over the weekend I got entirely too drunk

and she was not very happy and I ended up sleeping at a relative's house that night

because she didn't want me in the house and when I get really drunk I get mean and

basically she said that she would leave me if it happened again and I and I don't want that I don't know how to stop being who I associate myself with as in like I'm a I don't

know how to stop being a part of her basically I guess.

Um okay I have a part of here basically I guess. Um, okay, I have a lot of thoughts.

What, you said you get mean when you get drunk?

What, like, were you, when I reach like a certain level,

like it's not every time I drink it's what I'm like just beyond recognition

drunk I say mean and hurtful things I guess but I don't remember some of it were you saying mean and hurtful things to your dear wife?

My fiancee I

There have been times where yes I have and I threat that obviously

It's mostly just like I make I make a lot more money than she does and I tend to hold that over

her head sometimes because that fresh I mean it's frustrating at once but I think I'd like some of that stems from that

What why do you feel like why do you hold this over her head? I don't know

I like she wanted me to leave the house and I in the path and I was like well it's my house I pay for it

And I would just be shitty like that.

My dog, okay, so you say that you're a big you're a person, you like to drink a lot.

Are you just drinking by yourself?

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