Hello, hello everybody. I'm Lexi Lombard host of the Lexi podcast, and I'm feeling

mentally stable. I feel a lot more relief than I have in several weeks. I had a hard June.

It was a weird and funky June. And July, I was sort of crawling out of it where I had a hard June. It was a weird and funky June. And July, I was sort of crawling out of it,

where I had an amazing spring. I was traveling. I was on full adventure mode, which is my

favorite mode to be in. And then when that came to an end, I was feeling so inspired. Let me

clean out my life. Let me do some massive deep cleaning,

some massive amounts of decluttering, which is why I had an episode and a YouTube video

all about how to declutter if you're sentimental. I was ready to get myself to the amount of

belongings I could live with and nothing more. So that way, if I wanted to move to Australia,

I wanted to move to New Zealand, I wanted to move to Europe, I could be good to go. And then

I sort of had the post-travel blues for June. And my roommate, I live with one of my best

friends. She was gone traveling. And I think it just made me feel really lonely because I had come off this

long trip where I was with people 24-7 and with quality people 24-7, you know, the type of

people that energize you and there was not a single energy vampire that I was spending any time with.

So my cup was feeling incredibly full and I wanted to pour that cup into, and all of a sudden it felt like the cup was just taken away.

And suddenly I was like, wait, wait, wait, I thought I had so much to give.

Now I feel depleted.

I feel scared and I feel lonely.

Where's my cup?

Not like I need help, but like I'm lost.

I'm so confused.

And I also made an episode, I believe, recently, like when

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