Hi, I'm Christina Applegate.

And I'm Jamie Lynn Sigler.

And this is messy.

Are we're making a podcast? So how are you? I don't know. I'm not great today. I don't know. I'm not great today. I don't know. I'm not great today. I don't know, maybe it's the rain, life, I don't know, just feeling hollow.

Like not feeling in my body, feeling hollow, feeling and I've been really like just laying here a lot and like just trying to sleep so that I don't have to even face the day kind of days like that's kind of how I'm feeling.

Nothing really in specific that's happened, you know, my stuff with my kid is always, you know,

challenging and my own disease and stuff like that. I don't know just feeling hollow. That's how I feel right now and that's my honesty.

It's and it's a reality one that you know I think I really would love to have a conversation with you know there's

so many like wonderful parenting experts out there now, especially on the gram, which I love to like

look at and they're clearly on my algorithm, but there's something to be said about, you know, being a parent in general and having to put your own

shit aside to be there and present for your kid.

But some days that's like not possible.

No, no. It feels like you know there's there's days where and I'm really honest with at least my older one.

I've just like I don't I'm so

sorry that this moment you don't get a mom that can really like step up and that's a really

harsh reality I think for me to experience and I don't want to project on him but I'm sure really hard for him you know I just

It's it's it sucks. Yeah it does second. I know and I know for a fact that this my reality has completely

Fucked her up. I know it has you know we just took this trip up to meet my nephew for the first time and unfortunately we were in the car for six hours the first

day and four hours the next day which for my legs is so bad yeah so bad you get so. And we got out of the car when we finally got home late Saturday night and I couldn't walk at all. Like at all. Like there was no cane to be used. I had to be like carried basically by

Sadie and by Rachel up to my room.

Because you were all that time or no I was sitting in the back seat for four hours and the day before for six hours so yeah

They were and that's never I've never experienced that loss of of my legs complete a hundred percent loss and I was

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