The following podcast is a deer media production.

And oh, what a joy it is.

So obviously, you know, this podcast is my most transparent platform.

And I think what sets me apart from every other fucking stupid bitch in the digital space is that I like to keep it real.

And I don't like to keep secrets from you guys.

And when I fuck up, I want to be held accountable.

And you know, share all the facets of my life, you know, the good, the bad, and the painfully atrocious.

And something happened this week that I'm not proud of, but I'd rather just be open

and honest about it.

And I would rather you guys hear it from me as opposed to, you know, Reddit or fucking Instagram or, you know, hearsay.

Because, you know, that's just how I live my life authentically.

You know, as all caps as I can be.

So, oh, this is awkward.

I don't really know where to start, but I'm just going to try to dive in and bear with me here.

Earlier this week, I was trying to just really utilize every element of self-care.

Andrew was gone in Nashville on a writing camp.

And whenever he's gone, I try to really focus on me mentally, spiritually, aesthetically,

surreverly, and just, you know, water my own flower.

And on Tuesday, I decided that I was going to go to get my nails done.

And, oh, sorry, this is hard to say.

I, in a moment of weakness and kind of just no really mental clarity, I got a bio-gel glittery accent nail.

I don't even, I have an accent nail.

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