Hello and welcome to Esther Club.

Oh my goodness, so much has changed.

I, my step, my stand-up special did not come out.

You might have saw.

I'm sorry that you had this whole big week from me saying that I was coming out last Tuesday.

It did not come out.

We decided to postpone it, which obviously makes sense.

You know, just given what's going on in the world, just didn't feel like we'd be giving

this special its best efforts and also I don't I you know I think when

Comedy Central knew that I was uncomfortable promoting it like you know and that considering just

how fucked up the world is right now, I think they were like,

all right, let's just, let's find them. We'll just do another time. And hopefully I'll know very,

very soon, especially by the time this episode of Esther Club comes out, I will know when it's going

to air. And I feel really bad for people who are looking forward to it and who, you know, we're looking for

that escape and that laugh and that you didn't get it.

That sucks.

I would be so pissed if I was in your shoes.

So and just don't feel, and also don't feel bad for me.

I'm totally like, I'm, I'm, I'm angry at the world for other reasons. And my special at the end of the day is so

unimportant and you know I just don't feel bad for me and like I said on my Patreon to

my patrons last week if I want you to feel bad for me I will not be shy about letting you know so don't feel bad for me, I will not be shy about letting me know.

So don't feel bad for me.

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