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ποΈ 15 February 2021
β±οΈ 80 minutes
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0:00.0 | Yeah, you take on the church in Utah, you don't do it without consequences. |
0:04.3 | Consequences. Consequences. Consequences. Consequences. |
0:06.7 | I realize, oh, I'm a bigot. Consequences. Consequences. |
0:10.9 | I mean, I never in my life did I try to make things more difficult on anyone because of sexual orientation, gender identity. |
0:18.3 | But that's far from being a friend. That's far from being human. Consequences. Consequences. Consequences. |
0:25.7 | God, I tried to kill myself. Consequences. Consequences. Consequences. |
0:29.7 | Whatever, driving that doesn't just go away. Consequences. Consequences. |
0:34.2 | I said, hey, I have a couple of friends who are doing ayahuasca. Have you ever heard of that? No. |
0:38.6 | And so we looked at it and I said, would you ever want to do this? And she said, yes. Consequences. Consequences. |
0:45.2 | Right, it's part of the lore of ayahuasca. And so, you know, did I just adopt that lore and create something in my mind to show myself some things? |
0:54.7 | I don't know. Consequences. |
0:57.7 | So I create this scene, this nature scene, and then I'm just running it through in the style of my name, |
1:05.7 | the style of my teeth and the style of dig on, the style of, and I just had no idea I was that created. |
1:13.2 | It was just unbelievably beautiful and just so cleansing to see that I could do that with my mind. |
1:21.8 | I didn't know I had that kind of creativity. Consequences. |
1:26.5 | It was just like eight hours of non-stop sex in my mind. And then I purge, then I threw up. |
1:34.2 | And I think at that point, my brain changed. The wiring changed that I realized, oh, wow. |
1:42.8 | I have been misinterpreting things. Consequences. Consequences. I'm a big guy. |
1:48.4 | I mistake sex for connectivity. That's far from being human. |
1:53.7 | The answer was, Steve loves me as much as he can. Period. It's not enough. |
1:59.8 | Consequences. |
2:01.1 | You know, what I think neither of us realized at the time, I couldn't love any of those. |
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