What's up you guys and welcome back to another episode of your favorite aunties podcast. I was supposed to say that with you Huh, yeah, I glitched for a second. You want to do it again? Come on. Let's do it. Okay. What's up you guys and welcome back to another episode of your favorite aunties podcast I'm saying this by myself. Okay, and it sounded weird when you did it But I couldn't like put my finger on We don't have to do.

Okay.

I don't know put my finger on.

And we doing something new.

Okay.

Like I don't know, but you know what?

You can say behold, I do a new thing.

I didn't know I was being beheld.

Now it shall spring forth.

I right now.

Oh, y'all know your words.

Come on church girl.

You ain't trying to hurt nobody. Hello. You ain't, you're not trying to hurt anybody. You should get him a warning too. Okay, anyways, let's talk. Okay, come on. Come with it. Speaking of, we want to give like a behind the scenes. Of our Christian walk, our church girl era. Well, are we in our church girl era? No. No. No. What does it look like to walk this thing out in real time? I mean, we talk about it all the time because that's what our primates of our whole podcast, like walking this thing out in real time, but like the good, the bad, the ugly, the funny, the indifferent. Yeah. I think for me, what my relationship with God looks like, no, well, no, I'm going to take that back. I don't even talk about my relationship with God. I think that my outward expression of my belief system, I think is becoming more and more authentic as the days go by. Because I'm unlearning the things that I took from everybody else and really knowing them for myself, like even the more as everyday goes by. Like, I'm not so focused on the look of everything. I'm focused on what it was, what's really going on within my spirit, within my heart, within my soul? What's going on right there?

And if something needs to change or something needs to evolve, I'm just trusting that God

is going to take me through the path that's going to do it. Yeah, for sure. I'm definitely in my, I think I'm in a great place in my relationship with God. It has not always been that way. well, you know that if you've been listening, but I feel like I'm in a really good place.

I can't say I'm in my charge girl era though. Right. And I do belong to a church had out to AOC and my apostle, the amazing apostle Kerry Thomas. Love, love, love. I'm just not in my charge girl era. Yeah. Now granted a lot of the Sundays I miss, I'm out of town,

either leave on a Sunday for work because I have a training on a Monday or with my man out of town. So most of the time I miss, it's because I'm out of town, but I don't know, my life just went into a different direction. So I'm not super actively involved. I went from when I was growing up in church, super actively involved every every ministry, every day, you know, just doing all the things. And I still believe in serving. I'm not saying that. But no, I'm not. You're not opening the clothes in the church. Yeah, no. Like you don't have you don't have the what they call them a key turner. But I appreciate that my pastors, I still talk to them. I still run things by them. I still see godly wisdom I still listen to the word And actually I listen to the word a lot like yes, I listen to my pastor. There's a two pastors I really really like that I listen to all the time on YouTube. So like I'm hearing the word and everything but Church itself. I'm not like oh, I gotta be there, you know. Maybe really, oh you gonna serve us some more? No. I'm not. I'm gonna watch it. I'll be bad side Baptist. And sometimes I'm not bad side Baptist. I'm still saved. Typically what I'm in town I'll go but yeah it's one to two times a month now. Yeah. I mean this Sunday coming up I'm going.

I'm gonna go.

You been in a minute huh?

I was just there.

Where?

Hey you, you got to think about it?

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