And it gets weird because you're living in a world at that point where suffering is something to be avoided and yet you are experiencing suffering as grace.

And you begin to feel very strange suffering is

grace very strange suffering is great it's a whole other sense of identity

about your relationship to the forms of you and

serious suffering is grace.

And I get caught in the reaction and a heaviness creeps into me.

The minute I feel that heaviness, it's just like I dove from air into water. I just went from one medium into

another medium, thicker and heavier. I lost it. I know I lost it.

When you witness a dark thought, a dark thought that isn't going to get you anywhere. you witness it and love it. and I see them having to have a certain state of mind.

You love your dark, Lord.

And I see them having to have a certain state of mind of a slight cynicism they have to hold on to

to be able to play that one out.

And finally your own hypocrisy about any stance you take of being holy or being

spiritual or being powerful or any place where you begin to be somebody is solidifying, it's calcifying, it's concretizing, it's taken

near from the living spirit and you can't afford it.

Remember, the witness is part of the soul and the being but everything.

Loves the clouds, in the trees and the fish and animals.

And that love coalesces the universe is love. Oh, The one less of the universe is love. This is infants on Thrones.

The philosophies of men beingled with humans. We are the core. Welcome back to Infants on Thrones. A special Valentine's Day edition of Infants on Thrones. It's episode 613 a tribute to Ram Doss. Love your dark thoughts.

That was Ram Doss talking about dark thoughts. But what are dark thoughts?

Maybe it's something like, I'm stupid, I'm unattractive.

No one likes me.

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