Back in December 21st of 2012, I thought that we were going to ascend into a higher level of consciousness.

I thought literally we were going to ascend and then not be here anymore.

That's literally what I believed.

I went through an awakening in 2012 and then shortly after that I got in an online community

and was reading about all this stuff and there was people like David Wilcox and some other

people that I looked up to that was talking about this and I ended up believing in this and

what ended up happening is actually some pretty funny things with how far I ended up taking this.

Okay, so first off I was at the time working at Nordstroms and Women's Shoes.

Many of you guys probably know the story and I was working there and I believe this so much

and one of the main problems I had was I would go to work every day and every Sunday there were

these global meditations for ascending to the higher level of consciousness and I would leave

Nordstroms in Vegas and I'd walk across the street to the Trump hotel and I would meditate

in the grass there at 11-11 whatever time it was and because work was getting in the way of those

global meditations of ascension I was like okay, it doesn't really work in anymore you know and what

ended up happening is I went into work and I put in I didn't even put in my two weeks I literally

went into work and I was like we're gonna ascend on December 21st 2012 you know it doesn't matter

so I literally just went into work one day and I said I'm not coming in tomorrow and that's

literally what happened all right and then I was I was living with my mom and my brothers and

sisters at a time and I just planning for December 21st 2012 you know we're not gonna be here.

Another thing that I did is I had an accurate TL at the time I was a car I actually really liked

was 2006 and this is back in 2012 and that was my car that I drove around and funny enough I owed

I think I owed four thousand dollars left on the loan and I was just so unaware and so in my own

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