EP 319: Naked Life Story - Emily
This Naked Mind Podcast
Annie Grace
4.7 • 2.8K Ratings
🗓️ 2 October 2020
⏱️ 23 minutes
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| 0:00.0 | This is Annie Grace and you're listening to this naked mind podcast where without |
| 0:15.2 | judgment, pain or rules, we explore the role of alcohol in our lives and culture. |
| 0:20.2 | Hi, this is Annie Grace and welcome to this naked podcast and here with Emily. Hi, Emily. Hi, |
| 0:34.2 | Annie, thanks for having me. So first you're going to have to tell me what the quote behind |
| 0:38.3 | you says because otherwise I'll be wondering this. Oh, it says the most important work you will |
| 0:43.2 | ever do will be within the walls of your home. Oh, I love that. Yeah. That's very special. That's |
| 0:49.5 | great. So true. It's amazing. So why don't you take me sort of back to the beginning with your |
| 0:56.7 | story? Where did your journey begin? Sure. So I got sober about three and a half years ago. |
| 1:03.6 | And alcohol was something that always came up for me. Something didn't happen every time I |
| 1:08.9 | drank, but anytime something bad did happen, alcohol was always involved. So I questioned |
| 1:16.0 | over the years whether my drinking was problematic. I had increasing blackouts. And yet any time |
| 1:21.6 | I would do that Google search, I could always rule out that I was not phoenix because there was |
| 1:27.2 | one or two questions that I could weed out of there. Like I don't come from the long line of |
| 1:31.6 | alcoholics. My parents really never drank. Even if I checked yes on every other question, |
| 1:36.6 | I gave myself a free pass for those couple of things. So I didn't feel like I sit the mold |
| 1:41.9 | that I believed. I thought it was very very black and white. And then the other thing that |
| 1:47.1 | led me to justify drinking to myself was I was able to quit many times. I quit, you know, five |
| 1:53.8 | times I've five kids. I quit every pregnancy for nine months. And so I justified to myself that I'm |
| 2:00.4 | not going to have a problem. But every time I went back to it, it was always as bad or worse than |
| 2:06.4 | it was before. So I started doing the thing where I made rules. I only drank a certain drink |
| 2:11.3 | or I only drank two or only on the weekends and all of those rules. And I always broke the rules. |
| 2:17.1 | And it just made my obsession over it even stronger. And finally, I couldn't, I just couldn't |
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