Hello and welcome to Mattelia is confused this is Mattelia aka M fucking diesel and hello

and this episode is a day or two later than I would have wanted it to be but I've been busy

we're out of shit going on trying to fit this in every week trying to get one of these out

because we got another one coming on Sunday service I'm trying to stick to that and this

is me sticking to that because this is important you are important we are important

and that's that I'm a little mad right now I'm not gonna lie I'm a little bit upset right now

just about some goings on in my life and that thing that's going on in my life that is upsetting me

is my fucking fantasy baseball team is being bad now that would normally bother me anyway that would

normally make me mad anyway but it's making me doubly mad because I have fucking good players

and every it's a head-to-head league and every fucking person I play every week their players

are in a fucking monstrous hot streak so no matter how well I do I get fucking beat and I'm pissed

about it I'm not gonna dwell on that because that's stupid to dwell on but I just want to let you

guys know I'm feeling fucking I'm feeling the fucking heat and I don't just mean the weather I'm

feeling the fantasy baseball heat so thanks for bearing with me speaking of heat I had a

I guess I mean I don't know if I call it a realization yeah no it would be a realization I had a

realization the other day so there's a there's a group text chat group text thread

that I've been on for fucking forever it was like it's been going even longer than there have been

group there the longer than group chatting has been a group texting has been available

we started this fucking thing out on google wave which is now the fucked google wave isn't even a

thing anymore and the google wave what it used to be was it was just like we a bunch of me and my

filmmaker friends would would argue about the movies that came out that year as they came out and

then it would heat up at the end of the year when we would all have like our best of the year

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