So those of you who follow me on social media may have seen that I was recently doing some

filming for a top secret project that I am super excited to share with you guys as soon as I can.

But I had such a wild experience doing this was the first time that I had done this kind of filming.

And I noticed two things that sort of both came through really strongly for me.

And that made me think about the work that I'm doing and the work that I teach all of you.

So the first one was that on one level, I felt quite confident.

That came across in how I kind of showed up.

First of all, I just said I was able to do this right.

My brain had a lot of thoughts about how I would look and sound on camera.

And I chose to move ahead anyway.

And I had never met the cinematographer before.

And you know, she commented on how confident I seemed.

A lot of people that we ran into through the course of the day commented on it.

And this is something I hear a lot, right?

That I seem very self-confident.

And I feel very self-confident quite a lot of the time.

And at the same time, while I was feeling confident enough to do this scary thing,

take this action, put myself out there in a potentially big scary way,

I also was just aware that even my brain still, especially when confronted with something new,

start, second, guessing myself, right?

Just immediately.

Like, what was I wearing?

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