So we once had a conversation titled,

Prayer, the Discipline We All Suck at.

I remember.

Do you still suck at it?

I think you know since then I think I've gotten better at prayer. I think you know the Lord has allowed some things

happen in my life that you know has made me trust and made me run to him more which is always a good thing.

Yeah, I think for me, prayer is still a struggle.

I think it's always going to be a struggle because it's a struggle of dependence.

Yeah, it is. It's a struggle of do I trust myself today and the resources I have or do I trust God to be bred to be water. And so if anything I have a deeper respect of and

perspective on prayer than I did then that still like pushes against my own

like self-reliant temperament.

And also too is just the busyness of life I mean when you wake up it's so tempting

to not think about all the things that you have to do today.

But at first, go to the Lord and Kasha cares on him

and to talk with him and to commune with him.

I think that's always the wrestle.

You know in this episode we also talked about using a washcloth?

Yes.

Or using your fingertips?

Because some people use their hands and I never understood that.

I mean, hey, is it, is it like a first order issue or a second, I think it's a tertiary issue I don't think it's a

kingdom of God's South Pacific issue it's not but it's no condemnation but the

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