Hello true health seekers. It's so good to be back and I know many of you probably are wondering

what's going on. I took some time off. Last time I was posting episodes. You may have heard me

talk about how I was pregnant and I had a beautiful pregnancy. I was very healthy the whole time

as was the baby and if you're not in our Facebook group then you probably haven't heard but I lost

our child during delivery. She was born still earlier this month and we're still waiting for some

answers but it looks like perhaps her cord was interrupted right at the very last few minutes

of delivery. She had a very strong and healthy heartbeat the whole time and everything was smooth

right up until the very end and then just at the very end the last sometime in the last three

minutes we lost her heartbeat right as she was coming out and so dealing with that facing the grief

and facing obviously recovering from labor postpartum recovery and then I got COVID. So that was

an adventure. So this last month has for me being about emotional, spiritual and physical recovery

and healing and I kept thinking about you guys and I kept thinking about what I would say and how

I would share and how much I wanted to share my journey with you. I'm really wanting to get on

the microphone and I feel and as if you've been a long time listener you know that all of my

experiences I want to share because I want everyone to learn as I am learning as I am you know I've

healed so many illnesses and diseases and I've come so far in my healing journey and I continue

to grow healthier and stronger and it's not all just physical right it's emotional it's mental

healing and growth as well it's personal growth. When the paramedics were working on her

or the paramedics came very fast it was a home birth and the thing is this would have happened

in the hospital as well because it was there's nothing we could have done everything everything was

going perfectly and then all of a sudden she was gone and there really that there wouldn't have

been time for any kind of medical intervention and as I was lying on the bathroom floor

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