Hello and welcome to Iway with Jimmy and Ijamil, a safe place for learning. I hope you're

well. I feel like shit. I, because I went out last night, I didn't drink and I got home

at like 11 or earlier even because I had the munchies and so I was out at this show,

the show was amazing. I was watching Beth Stelling who's been on this podcast before to stand

up with music from Monica Martin who's I think the best singer in the world now going to find

how I'm streaming apps or whatever you'd say about music streaming services. Anyway, kind

of halfway through the night, through realize that I was going to need lots of carbs really

soon. So ordered on like Uber Eats like a spaghetti bolognese and a pizza and just had

it delivered to my house for exactly 15 minutes after when the show would end so I would

have time to get home and it would all still be hot. This is how I, this is how I party.

It's just a bit aesthetic. Anyway, I still feel like shit even though I got home early and

had my spaghetti bolognese and my pizza and went to bed at a civilized time, no alcohol,

not said I didn't have anything else. And my god, I think it's just because I can't cope

with being outside anymore because I've been on like shows this whole pandemic, which

I'm very lucky for obviously. I've been so afraid of making anyone sick so I work with

like 200 people at a time. I didn't go out when the lockdown measures were lifted. And

so this is still like, I don't know, the third time I've gone out to a thing in the last

two years. And the sensory over, I don't know if you're feeling this, but so many sounds,

so many people, music playing, shoulder to shoulder with strangers, just strangers.

That's a lot to deal with. Caring up at the bar kind of just, it feels as though I'm

working on muscle memory, but my brain has no idea what the fuck is happening. It's

like I've never been out before. I feel like a complete extra to restrile. And it's

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