Hello and welcome to another episode of telling everybody everything I have had a

very relaxed week just laying low not a lot going on super discreet quiet week

of being bombarded with photos of me taken before I had kids and you know I've

spoken about it before I don't want to trigger anyone who has experienced pregnancy loss or

and I don't want to upset anyone who is hoping to have a baby or who is expecting baby now these

are some of the facts of life importantly I would never change anything and I don't feel upset

about anything that we've been through as a family myself I feel like this was God's plan or

the universe or whatever and everybody takes a different viewpoint on that stuff but we must

remember that total I've been pregnant four times in the last three years and I got really big

with Fred and then smaller but not small like I was before and then you know normal lovely actually

really respectful pregnancy with Fennah and then small again and I'm not pregnant Fennah is

nine months she was nine months yesterday and I got pregnant with Fennah on Fred's nine month

birthday so like really if we're having another one I am a day behind but loads of people have been

asking me like oh you're so skinny now what are you doing to get so skinny what have you done well

I'm still bigger than I was and now my skin is just being through this gauntlet of like big and small

and big and small and at 40 it does not snap back the way it used to and I just feel like my face

is it's mostly my face is just it looks like it's being through something and trust me I don't mind

I always used to feel like Botox and filler and facials not that stuff was a bit of fun I loved

doing it but I don't have any like terrible body issues however that's not to say that I don't

prefer being this weight it just works better for me it's just more naturally I think the weight

that I am supposed to be and it was unnatural for me taking steroids and loads of other drugs to

be bigger and I feel like I'm trying to write a new stand-up for my tour people go well you can't

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